afraid to be weak
Mar 8th, 2007 by charlotte
Return to Innocence/Enigma
camrynn has taken a new job. i may still have a few days left with her to visit with and get lunch from Dimitri’s but it doesn’t feel like enough. and yes, she is just going across the street to a doctor’s office, but it won’t be the same.
and honestly, i didn’t really expect everything to be the same forever. it was just, the first full time job i had where i REALLY loved the people that i worked with more than i liked my job. and we’re starting to stretch and seperate. and it’s hardest on me, the anti-change queen.
but i’m getting over the sadness, pulling myself off of the floor, looking into peices i can send to magazines, stopping being a doormat, working on getting rid of some excess baggage that currently resides in my apartment, seriously considering the new job that is being offered to me at the end of this spring, and putting the wheels in motion for my breast reduction surgery.
when something changes, i really throw everything else into the fire, don’t i.
Yeah, indeed, talk about changes!
It’s sad when a “golden age” comes to an end. I’m facing the same thing this spring as many of the treeplanters I started with won’t be back this year…End of an era!