tearing out the sutures
Jun 10th, 2009 by charlotte
Nothing Better / The Postal Service
i’m hating my life right now. i am fully aware that i have no right, no business to do so. i have an amazing man in my life, i have a job, i have a roof over my head, i have great friends, and i’m not suffering from any of the terrifying diseases that grey’s anatomy makes me afraid i will one day have. but i’m still hating my life right now, as ungrateful as that is.
the problem is i get myself stuck. i don’t want to move forward on the same path and i don’t want to go back either. and so i’m stuck in one spot, spinning, hoping that a glimmer of light will appear to direct me on the right path. it is exhausting waiting for someone/something to come along and save you. i know that my only option is to pick myself up and find a new way out – i’m just constantly afraid to actually do it.