life as a royal pain-in-the-ass
Posted in depression on Oct 26th, 2009
The Winner Takes It All / ABBA
I’ve lived that life before, the one where self confidence is in short supply; everything you are belongs to someone else. you can’t be pretty unless someone else thinks that you are. You can’t be skinny unless the perfect number in your head matches the one on the scale. [...]
Posted in depression on Aug 4th, 2009
Let’s Get Together / Haley Mills
do you ever get the feeling that you are having a conversation and just not getting anywhere? i have these conversations in my head a lot. i picked up a book from barnes&noble the other day about learning to relax. so far the only thing i have learned is that [...]
Posted in depression on May 14th, 2009
Your Eyes / Rent
when i was in high school (shut up Kit) my counselor asked me what i would do if i had a million dollars. i thought about it for a minute before telling her that i would buy a car for me and one for my sisters so that i wouldn’t have to [...]
Posted in depression, family on Apr 5th, 2009
Hurt Feelings / Flight of the Conchords
this past weekend the family dog, schmellie, passed on to that great big mud puddle in the sky. i was more upset than i thought i would be. and i spent a good amount of time on Sunday realizing that no matter how hard i try to shut myself [...]
Posted in depression on Mar 22nd, 2009
Closer / Joshua Radin
sometimes i think that the only reason i really wanted to be a movie star is that somehow, somewhere i would always be remembered. i like to think that as long as someone remembers you, you are never really gone. and i somehow equate that to being invincible. which is why i [...]