Posted in depression on Dec 9th, 2008
Here It Goes Again / Ok Go
you know that book about how he’s just not that into you? you should, because they are making a movie out of it. but anyway, life lessons to be learned people, life lessons.
the thing is that - i think i have a friend who just isn’t that into me. [...]
Posted in depression on Dec 6th, 2008
White Flag / Dido
i have a new roommate. she is really nice, really responsible and has A LOT OF STUFF. her moving style is a lot like mine, so i can’t fault her for it; unpack, clutter, organize, shuffle, sort, repeat, two years later you move and wonder why you have so much crap. so [...]
Posted in depression on Oct 23rd, 2008
The Call / Regina Spektor
some days i think i’ve got it all figured out. like when i look at photographs that are just awesome and i know that i want to be a photographer. of course, in reality, what i want is for nature to present that perfect beautiful moment prepared for my taking it. [...]
Posted in Mr. Wonderful, depression on Jun 4th, 2008
I’m All Alone / Spamalot
when i was in high school (shutup kit) i used to have anxiety attacks. i could work myself up into some pretty good ones, where i was crying, gasping for breath, and feeling as though my heart would explode. and often they were over things like whether or not i would [...]
Posted in depression on May 19th, 2008
The Call / Regina Spektor
the issues are starting to unravel as i keep asking myself over and over, “WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM!?!” after i stopped imagining my mother’s voice saying it i got a little less defensive and a little more open to searching. as usual, something dooce wrote made me search just a bit [...]